筑翼, Cyclops Group(9月19日)

And well well, a late blog post I guess? It should be done a long time ago LoLoLx! The Training Camp should be start on June ( 6月14,15,16日 ). Just because of busy those damn assignments that drove me crazy and and prepare for final exam and not in mood to write in! And hell yes I already write for my pongies children before, of course I won't left aside not going write for my Cyclops children and Mummy LoLoLxxx~~

Yup! This is Cyclops Family!

Yup! This is my best partner who known as mummy in Cyclops group( PS: Don't misunderstand,  we're just friendzz lolololx~~! ).

It's very glad to have her taking care of them and cooperate well with me. Sometimes understanding( 默契 ) among assistant really really important during lead own team lol!

And hell yeah we're also selfies everywhere by my smartphone. ( My phone memory going to boom soon lol! )

You know what, now I just realized when I arrange all about you all photos. The total memory of photos is 322MB!! Phew! You all really "Gao" selfies lol!! =.=""

And hell yes that's me! :PP

What I learn in Basic Management Principle(one of Year 2 Sem 1 subject), I realized that I used few methods like "Task-Oriented behavior" and "People-Oriented behavior".

Task-oriented behavior means that the leaders or managers who just order some task to the members or employees and a must to achieve a goal.

People-oriented behavior means that the leaders or managers who are very know members or employees' feeling and passionate to them encouraging them to achieve a goal.

Well, depends on situation. At first, I used a little methods of people-oriented behavior and after that use more on the methods of people-oriented behavior because I know that they're trying their best and know what they have to be done. Sometimes I really get worried they hardly to achieve the goals but at last they just achieve what they have to achieve it!

 Yup! This is Cyclops name tags lol!

 Well well, I upload this because quite epic photos! :P

See see!!! Even my assistant also like selfies with these kids. Beh guai Cyclops kids是被她遗传的！:P Or me?? -.- ( Honestly, many selfies photos got mummy with Cyclops children in my folders lol! )

Hell yeah! The photo that after training camp we're back to college lol! 

....Wait! That's not the end yet!!!

Here is gai gai photos and birthday photos!

“三哥代表”的生日！

“三姐代表”的生日！

“Mummy代表”的生日！

This is uhhh.....Mummy's 作品...-_-

Huhu...The photos during we go gai gai!

三剑客 of nowhere else! =.=

Well well, the kids that make me headache and tired but yet glad to have fun with you all lol! Not going upload all because seriously too many lol! xP 

Phew, thanks for giving me a good good memories! Love you all! Win liao lohhh!! xD <3 p="">

Different Lifestyles We Live(9月18日)

It's been a long time I haven't been here to open my blogger and write mine opinion to share. And today my inspiration just suddenly pop-up! and have the passion going to write.

Today I'm going to write the people around the world have their own different lifestyles. Of course you might know that every people have their own different lifestyles. What I actually want to say that we need to try to fell other's people how would they live in a poor life. My friend invite me to participate Tzu Chi ( 慈济 ) last Sunday morning to visit some of 苦命人( OKU, people who live very tough in their life or got some disease that can't be cure ) in their house. That time I woke up early in the morning and felt sleepy.

Situation 1:-

When I was there I saw one of the guy who actually got AIDS and use the stick to move around. He can't talk and he is just 20+ or 30+ years old but I can see that he still being strong to help his mother "拔豆豆" ( I don't know how to describe lololol ). What I know is the Tzu Chi member sponsor a LCD TV to them ( Or maybe just sponsor the other half price of the TV? ). After the TV came, he fell very happy. Partly he enjoys the TV show, and partly he "拔豆豆". 在他们眼中，小小的祝福，小小的帮助，就是他们一辈子的幸福。

Sitting in front the laptop or mobile of you, you have healthy 2 hands and 2 legs to do other things. Stop complaining that "Why my life is tough. Oh I'm so lazy. I going to xxx!" ! (include myself. But try to think of it ! If you think your life sucks, how about others ?? They can't even walk probably and do want the others people can do. Especially for those who have very very negative thinking until going to suicide. Use your own hands to help other people or help our country to do something benefits to them.

Situation 2:-

Other story I would like to highlight is one of the parents were very poor. They had one daughter who had been going to university in KL. What I heard the parents said she was very well-behaved person since in primary school and secondary school. After went in university, their daughter was changed a lot. She was very stress. She yelled to their parents and wreak to them, punish them. That was very very terrible that I've heard. She got no friends at there. Her parents keep complain the social's fault. Social influence their daughter to become very cruel. Lecturer torture her. Her friends talk behind her and Tec. The rate of her hate was too over. She's very negative thinking now. Also she very very hate Tzu Chi. Once she know the Tzu Chi help their parents to gain their lifestyles. She started to scold their parents. "Why you call them for help? They just a lier! Bla Bla Bla..".

When you read this situation, are you this kind of people? Of not, I would like to congratulate you're not a part of that girl. In social life, sometimes it's very reality. We need to think of it, sometimes the world not so dark. There still have the bright side in this world. The social makes us become strong and independently. 

We failed, we try again.

We lost, we start over.

We get "shoot", we choose to ignore or listen their opinion correct or not.

We lost our relationship, stay strong or blessing them.

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In conclusion, it's very important that how we use our brain to think in positive way. People said: "世界上有黑就会有白，只要懂得善用你的头脑，你就会发现世界原来是那么光彩。"
For me, sometimes I'm very lazy to read those article in Facebook or magazine. It's a good way try to visit poor people and help them. You may found somethings different.

Orientation Week(5月17日)

Great Day, Great Moment, Great Experience !

SBS Pit Ar  !!!

It's good to join as Student Leader in Orientation Week !
I know it's tough that one student leader going to lead 20+ or 30+ team members. Somehow we're just have to face the truth.

I know sometimes I would make the mistakes yet give some nonsense feedback to people.
Everyone would make some mistakes no matter how stupidity mistake it is. 
Anyway, it's just over. I had try my best to do it. Let's look forward, gain our knowledge.

I, as the SBS team, I never regret what had I chosen to be!
To my course marshal, thanks for leading us so good, you never give up us although we're done some mistakes. I had learn a lot from you really although you done nothing to me!! HaHa! You have the best Leadership that I ever seen!
I'm glad to had my best course marshal and my fellow student leader! We're having fun together. We would help each other when we're having some problems. Thanks for giving me the crazy and the best memorable days. I learn a lot of things from you all too! :')

We're having domino pizza when preparing the flag!! Weee!!

Before fighting the next few days, we're showing our confidence and selfie together! xDD

 The day after the Orientation Week finished ! :D

We also never forget to selfie with each SBS Student Leaders! :D

By the way, here goes SBS with SRC members and Eddy! :D

Also don't forget no matter SOT or SBS, we're still friends forever!

This is my first flag draw by myself.

It's very sad that my non-SL friends don't believe me my draw!! TT

Anyway, I satisfied and couldn't believe I can draw this dog so nicely! That's the miracle spirit I think?

HaHaHa !! xDD

Here goes my Group 18, Pongo team!! My Pongies !! xD

I know the first day would be hard to lead you all because we don't know each others. I also worried myself how am I gonna handle 33 members. So I just close my one eye then show my passion to you all.

But at the end, I would like to say thank you for those 20+ members who still willing to attend until last day. "Leave No Man Behind" Right? HaHa! :'D

Everyday from morning until evening finished then back my hostel took a bath then go eat first or straight go to meeting until very late. The next day 6.30+a.m. wake up. How tired am I. My resistivity not enough. I scare I couldn't stand until last day.

But I still insist to come and take my full responsibilities to attend and lead you all. I always tell myself I have to do better than today! That's my spirit I think? HaHa!

And of course, what I want is you all enjoy the training camp!
I worried you all couldn't manage to prepare the semi final variety show because you all living so far. But you all still can manage prepare and rehearsal very well in few hours repeatly.

Before you all going to start, you all still so relax and only me tension for you all. WHAT ON EARTH!?!? HaHaHa! After that, I'm very proud what you all put all the effort in the moment. I still received some good comments from other people although we couldn't went into final. Love you all! <3 :="" font="">

Once again we already done our best king flag and show it off, yell out slogan as much as we can to fight with them.
At the end, I still want to congratulation to SOT get "The best school" awards.
Although we couldn't get "The best of school" awards. But we still win our friendship, our spirit and sang a birthday song to make a good ending to ourselves. SBS, Pit Ar!

Last but not least, Thanks to SRC members, SOT members, SBS members and my fellow student leaders and course marshals! You all done the great job! :D

启航, H Group，一条心(5月3日)

那一天，2013年6月8号至6月10号吧？忘了，哈哈！那是个下乡社区服务团所举办的启航集训营。

起初被选进H Group时，我提议做Leader，那是因为我要重新面对过之前在中学某个团体所犯下的错，现在更改进！带着自己的责任感带领他们！

从筹备到整个过程中，其实挺开心能认识到我的会员啊，当然也包括督导姐姐哥哥哟！

还记得吗？有句话Committee所说的，“累，很累，可是，我们不怕累！”
还记得吗？Committee不满意我们的准备，到最后一定要让他们大开眼见我们少人的实力！

筹备的过程中，我认为，我们的组都筹备得好慢。
日记一天一天地接近，我压力的心情感觉越来越重，可是我们都永远没放弃到，都坚持了下去，我们还是脚踏实地地走下去！不管怎样，这场战都一定要打到底！

我们，都拥有着同一个目标，有一个舞蹈我们Mix起来“BoBeep-BoBeep”和“当我们宅一块”，我们为了达到我们完美的目标，集训营前一天我居然在会员宿舍，也就是我的妹妹宿舍，带领自己的会员居然练到通宵叻！多疯狂啊！

破自己历史上的记录了，哈哈！

这，就是我们的旗啦！美吧？哈哈！^^

H Group月亮女神会员！

H Group同一条心！我们依然感情要好！

右男左女督导哥哥姐姐啦！其实，他们挺配的啊～又爱打情骂俏，为何没在一起？？？哈哈哈哈！！！

过程中的回忆

筹备过程中也忘不了一起出去吃东西！^^

能怎样啊？我妹就是很喜欢自拍啊～～哈哈哈！！xD

在升旗山那里Camp也忘不了拍照！最出名的BoBeep-BoBeep的手势！xP

其实，那时拿了两份奖，Best Leader和Best Performance. 另一方面在别组的弟弟也拿下了Best Variety Show. 那种开心的心情我不知怎么形容，就觉得之前的辛苦努力值得拿下这份奖吗？

Colonel Harland Sanders, The Founder of KFC曾说过“It's Enough To Success Once! ”

不管多压力，多辛苦，多疯狂，多坚持，多关心，多开心，我都一直都带着这份值得美好的回忆到永永远远。谢谢你们！<3 p="">

话说来，我居然疯狂到在第二天的Ice Breaking Night跳舞扭到了左脚...-.-

好啦！这是我的“Cacat舞蹈”的影片！看了不要笑哦！笑的就是猪！哈哈！

最后，我希望不论在哪里，都请记得彼此，能认识到你们真好！:)

生日快乐，快乐生活 (3月5日)

要读之前，请播这首歌边听边读下去哟！

哟！3月5日！我的妹妹生日哟！
当然，我祝妹妹你，生日快乐！
我们彼此之间也没什么聊了，见面就只聊了几句话。
她生日到了，那么重要的节日我怎能忘记呢！
我还担心我还要在太平多留几天没回去槟城找她庆祝呢！
然而，谢上天给我这一次机会！
为了她，前一晚我也已经尽力抽起我的时间去做我该做的东西哦！

傍晚还没开工前，有Marketing Assignment, 画生日卡, 派生日卡给人，出去买礼物。多忙啊！
当然，我这爽快性格，不想做就不去做，要做就要做到底底！

昨天傍晚7时左右，因为Assignment还没完成，我就快点尽量完成了！
之后，我就去找我的H组督导姐姐和她拿写好了的生日卡。
之后，我就去了H Block找我的好班友给他生日卡，再顺便一起check看Assignment有什么错误。
之后，我们上楼上给我的H组督导哥哥叫他写生日卡给她。隔一天的今天，我看了他的卡片我笑了！

三字经的生日卡！真的是没人有啊！哈哈哈！xD

之后，晚上9时左右了，为了节省时间，我第一个就想到了Auntie。

我就不管三七二十一去载她了，当时她在Small Potato和朋友读着Taxation，因为他们要考试了。

Auntie答应了就载她陪我去挑妹妹最喜爱最想要的的Starbucks水瓶。

我们绕了好几间Starbucks的店看哟！

原本去了一两间算了，但我坚持地说，“反正出来了，就要去到完看看有没有什么最好看的！”

然而，我们去了四间Starbucks店看了！

Straits Quay Starbucks -> Tanjung Tokong Starbucks-> Gurney Starbucks -> Paragon Starbucks

虽然几乎是有些店有的，有些店没有的，但我们也做好了结论最后也已经做好决定要买这个给她！

它的带好美哦！超想要的啊！><

回到宿舍的时候，就开始写我该写的生日卡了！

为了要画好看，当然我Google Search Image边看边画咯！

别看我这样没艺术天才哦，哥我还是有一点点的，哈哈哈！

还好当时灵感一来完成了作品！虽然只是普普通通，但也代表了一个诚意！

嘿！我可是画了差不多有一个钟多了叻！居然画到1点多去...哈哈！><

安心的离世(3月1日)

结束了，这几天真的很累..
我们最后的付出，不论这几天有多么艰难，就是为了要陪她到最后..
我们每个人都不够睡..有的睡沙发，有的熬夜想陪阿嫲度过这几天的日子..

朋友说，
如果某个人经常做好事，在生老病死的阶段下，病可是跳过的..
问了真相后，
我阿嫲其实自己已经知道要走了，晚上那天才叫我妈过来看她最后一眼..
在我脑海里，如果是这样，那也好，我阿嫲可以安乐地上天享受..

我记得，
在世的时候，阿嫲不能吃她最爱吃的烧肉..
因为她的心脏不太好不能吃，很痛苦..
现在阿嫲可以在天上享受她的美食了...

人，是不是都一定要经历“失去才懂得珍惜”呢？
这概念其实之前我老早已经有记在脑海里了，也印象深刻有这个词..可就是没行动出来，也没想过..
直到真的失去了，才滋味到失去的痛..

这几天回来我领悟到了好多东西..
和佩姐聊了好多东西..
我阿嫲的干孙女，特地直接买机票从澳洲回来看她最后一眼..
晚上和佩姐玩心理测验..
当时我傻眼了，真的好准啊..

阿嫲这一走，
感觉就好象去了另一个世界似的..
我感觉到好不习惯..整个家好平静..
再也没听到阿嫲的声音..
再也没机会吃阿嫲的菜..
时间一分一秒地过，我相信会慢慢习惯的..
更要多陪阿公了。

阿嫲，我们会好好过的..

阿嫲，希望你能在另一个世界过得很开心，很幸福。